i flunked my physics.
together with amaths (if i din heard wrongly)
and yes chem too. obviously .like duhh
since when m i not getting F9s
okay. shall be hardworking from now on!
urrrm. den wad the hell m i stil here
hehh.crapp lar.
Nccday tmr.
dont think i wearing uniform.
hahaa.uniform too small for me.
but i wanna wear.
apparently i love the rank only lar.and the landyard (:
came back home from school and i pigg out when i decided to sleep
and i slept like how long? 3.45 to 8
when i woke up i was like. oohh yeah. must bring tie.
hahaha. this is crazy.
some ppl just pissed me off so much that they dont even know
tell me how stupid can they get. tskk
and im so stuck
deciding to wear uniform on ncc day not
i need to wear for some reasons. and not for other reasons. like Duh.
and im like so frigging annoyed now
that i've even forgot wad i wanted to say
urghh. im just so pissed lar kay
Stop fucking pretend.
and now some fucking idiots are just so here to friggin irritate me further
Please lar
fuck off can
this is so screwed
i dont wanna see you
no. idont.never .ever.again if i were to choose
Okay.Schools bad.
Monday
had exams.
and so after the ss paper i packed and was ready to go home
Damn.had amaths too lor.okay i din know
and was so stunned that i just stood rooted to the grd a few secs
the worst thing was.after takin quite long to digest.i sat ther and stoned out
just to realize that.yeahh.i need a calculator.tell me how slow was my reaction please
went fren hse and slacked.as usual and later went home to slack more
today
finished amaths and phy paper today.
m really really tired -shut eyes-
and yes.school is sooooo biase can.
after tmr's chem paper.my class tgt with e4 hafta stay for lessons
while the rest of the classes continue their another paper and den be released off
urgghhh. how fair is this whole thing. damnit .
okayy. at least the new timetable reads that i'l be having pe tmr
ppffttt. something to console myself with.
and some ppl showed me 'magic lor. during recess
so entertaining wad. hahaa. at least the destressing effect was ther heh.
my house is never going to finish renovating
at the rate my parents are going.they keep introducing new ideas
too rich ler.tskk. dont they know i need a nice phone badly?
its not bad thou. at least it meant newer look and things in my hse. haha
i know this is crazy and ridiculous.ahha.but i really wished that Os were already over
Paris hilton! hehh.another one to my collection
tskk. im so greedy. but dont blame me. they'r hot.
SimpleLife.can just die laughing.
toobad its only half an hour thou -sulks
last day of holiday today! omgg.cant believe it.
gg town later.last 'outing' ):
Been slpin late in.had ta annoy my sis to talk to me
and yes she wldnt bug thou. barhs
so i just sms my life away and dozed off at 1am.
i dont
i dont want
i dont want school
i dont want schoooooooooool!!
its terrorizing me.ahaa.
-runs away-
Jeon Ji hyun.
actress of my sassy girl
i love her. shes so sweet
two eyecandies: mischa barton and jeon ji hyun
stayed up late again.
Not for stupid soccer matches
but for my.sassy.girl
haha. thou watched it before
it really never gets me bored
its... -thumbs upp!!-
fantastic. absolutely -nodds
i shall watch windstruck.yes.i shall
cause jeonjihyun is in it! aaha.can drool over her again (:
Okay. correction. mischa barton. okay whatever
shes stil as hot
tskk.im too guai ler can.
school
tuition
and this is wad i did today:
Pool
Hehh.i think im just gg to get killed in school
Blame it on the short holiday.its half a year gone
my hopes of being a hardworkin person seems so much further away than before
//nobody cares. im all alone. tonight-
stayed up for the soccer match
portugal cant shoot penalty balls can
tskk.they're like totally off target
and im aching like hell here wad
not to mention the growling stomach
school is definetely out for me
first half i stayed up on the chair
seconf half was smarter and i lie on the bed
and yeahh.haha like a handicapped.
was like "i nv wanna get out of this position. its soooo comfortable-
urghhh. my bones are like cracking wad. too stiff.
okay.england is out lor.lousy like wad.
to think i stayed up just for them.waste time.its like 6+ now.
okay.now is like how early ler.yawns
need to catch some slp and wake up later
for my repeated telecast of survivor
End of holidays meant:
No more watching nice shows on tv in the morning and late at night
No more coming online as often as sis will be around much more frequent
No more wearing outside clothes plus all those accessories
No more slacking around and just sleep in for the whole day
No more pooling and the drinkin of milo dinosaur
and yes thats why i dread going to school now
Besides there are exams when school reopens
alright.that stinks.Damn
But its when i get to see you again
And no.its stil not worthed it
because you meant nothing to me
i want back my holidays
i've came.for an impt update
haha. OC- Marissa.i dont know whos the actress
MischaBurton?Anyways shes fc__kin H-O-T i tell you
shes like woahh.and yes shes mine.ahaha.my crazy obsessions
----end of the impt news-------
doesnt sound that impt eh? haha. who cares
shes so hot.and i think im stayin up
for that england vs portugual match. my vote. of course. England (:
tonight.OC!! haha.finally.my long awaited tv show.
huijun says it looks like some porn show lor.tskk
-smacks the bloating creature- haha.
schools reopening.pretty soon.hmwk are chuck aside.i care? no?
realize there are like exams on the first day?ahah.this is pathetic
pics uploaded from 101 onwards in category: outings
stupid friendster.loads of problem one lor -grumbles
im aching all over.this is just so great.urghh
shall spend my wk away cursing.
im just a kid and life is a nightmare-
You're on my mind
had another sleepless night
and all i think about
is that i want you here and now
All i want to say
is that i want you in my life
i need you to hold me
to make me feel right
[[and all i cld think about is you right now]]
Ehh.somewhat stupid.i din complete my uploaded of pics into com
and i just delete the pics frm the cam lors.tskk wad! haha.
Okay. sorry.lesser pics for view. wasted can.i deleted the -scary hands-
haha.No lar.we buried diana.and yeah there were pics of it.But haha.no more ler
Cause of me! was enjoying the pics too much to realized that it wasnt in the com yet
Ohh well.
Blame my hand.those fingers.Hehh.just thank me lar.
Okay i know im damn slow but haha the repeated telecast of survivor
ruppert got voted out today lor! eeyerrr.i so like him can.ahha.
its me against it all-
Utterly moodless for this trip
It had little to do with the weather
thou it seems like its gg to rain
Partly because of the stayin-at-home thing
Mostly due to fcukin ___urghh.just shut up for once lar please
im gg off now.cabbing down
takin the bus is too tedious.
haha.im tryin to act as thou im rich
mum came back and feed me with money
i almost forgoed my trip lor please.hurrr
-Hate me.cause im stil the bastard you once knew.haha
actually no.you dont even recognize me anymore.you dont know me
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
Cause im broken when im open
And i don't feel like i am strong enough
Cause im broken when im lonesome
And i don't feel right when you're gone away
Let your waves crash down on me
and take me away-
would you even realized how much you meant
I dropped a tear and my heart bleed
If it wasnt for you
wld i even be feeling the way i feel now
and i thought i was emotionless
::Its the way you make me feel::
im aching and dizzy after long hours of games to kill my boredom
i reckon nothing works and stil im back ta square one.at least w/o being pissed
im so hungry can.urghh but no way m i gg down for some pathetic food
this is crazy.my fingers are numbed.headache.backache.noseache.
haha.tskk.wad the hell lar.and yeah i haven pack.gg sentosa tmr.today that is
and yeah la its crapp.im meetin them later.ohh well.im sucha nice person
you cant blame me.and now shall go sleep.im so tired that i can just die
There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go.It's everything I see
When I sleep I dream and it gets me by
I make believe that your here tonight
On a Monday I am waiting
On Tuesday I am fading
And By Wednesday I can't sleep
When the phone rings I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
I see you've come to rescue me
i'l be there for all.but whos here for me
my parents damn urgh.wadever
fcuk la.im w/o a phone lor please for today and tmr
now they expect me to leave hse at only bout 12 just because they are out
and need someone to takecare of hse cause there will be workers around
ohh. wadever lorhs.what you take me as.fuck la.and im not only angry bout this
moodswinged a lil just now.it was cause of ...
fwahs. forget it. please.im utterly pissed now can.
the pressure of suppressing it all-
[drowning
Haha.m overjoyed.blog is finally back
everything is done.my fingers finally get to rest
photos uploaded are kinda jumbled up but i dont give a damn
its too effort-taking.Blarhs.i even lost count and forgot which pic to upload can
Tskk.i rearranged it.all stuffs are under a category now.better this way thou
im stil deciding to go pool later not
w/o phone today.tsk sis took it(its hers anyway)
cause she left hers at fren's hse
i swear im gg to buy a phone someday SOON.
Linkin park's concert today ):
the feelings.everything
it all came back to me at the same time
::i really missed you::
just finishin vacuumin half of the second floor
went thru every single thing and suck the dust out
hahaa.fun but tiring.phew
i aint gg for tmr's eng enrichment.
its dumb lar kay.
and yeah.
mel//thanks.haha.
she motivated me to go for today's oral (:
and yeah i blogged ALOT today please
Blarhs. off for dinner.
Omg.i did the stupidest thing can.
i removed my own admin to my own blog
Haha.how stupid.cant stand myself either
m now waiting for help
stupid shi having tuition.
dont have stupid hc number.
H-E-L-P
p/s: Sry for the out-dated link-bar
it doesnt have some links becasue this is the old version
i did this whole template again remember? Tskk.
And now wad.i cant even update it.
ohh well. do it tmr den. urgh
i was right
-freaking idiotic day-
Ohh finally.hard work paid off
My nice blog is back on track
and yeah.with more new stuffs (:
i spent friggin 987654321 hours on it can.arghhh
And my fingers are like numb.Ohh wtf?!
The workers renovating my house is like whistling this tune
Haha.and its nice can! heh. the oldies.
here are some shoutouts:
jon//i know there is nothing i can do.But cheer up alright?
ohh well.he lost his phone.wallet everything. 6230 can!
evangeline//heyys.you takecare yupp.do cheer up kkays.
she cant read this anyways.internet spoil.Blarhs
Okay lar.backache.fingerache.headache.stomache
Haha.wad the hell.narhh. im just numbed already.
i reckon this is just too much typin for one day! Tsk.
shall stop -here-
urgh.im very pissed can
first the fucking blogger truncated my template
and now.after hours i've finally going to finish redoing it
the FUCKING INTERNET JUST CLOSE WITHOUT A FUCKING WARNING CAN.
urgh.fuck this.GOD DAMN IT. fuck lar.
i really think my maths tuition tcher hates me
//i doze off frequently
//i forget everything that i learn and he has to teach all over again
//he ask me qns and half the time i'l be replyin err.dont know?
//i just nod whenever he is teaching.he must be wondering whether im listening
//i never pass up work complete.its either filled with blanks.or incomplete.
-i shld be revisin for the exams n everything.but im stil learning.like a sec3
+its a one to one tuition.how the hell can i end up slpin.tsk
ohh well. i guess the other tchers aint having a great time with me ard either
went clarke quay for dinner last night.
recall the trip to mm. haha.
ended up moodswingin on my way home
someone please tell p10 to stop playin thereason-hoobastank
ive been hearing it as much as the bai liu li bai hui bu hui kai
its annonyin me.
and im stil confused over the next step that i shld take-
somebody better wake up me.im slackin like a sec2.this is disastrous.
i lied.
thrice in a row
how nice wad.haha
habits dont die easily do they
im peelin. its horrible
urgh.i swear never ta burn my face again
of course i'l be doing that again soon
haha.you just cant trust me can you
i look like some ppl who just came back from the dessert
all dried up.wrinkled.ready to die. not that exaggerating lar!
my hse is stil under construction
not going to be ready so soon
>bear the noise
>bear the heat nothing to do with the construction wad haha
>bear the oh-i-cant-watch-tv-in-peace
im crappin
i need more grapes.thats my food
saw two pro poolers ytd. totally woah
btw ther is this hug me button below the drop bar
click on that okay.if you want to that is.it has the :: by its side
ilu
just tryin to be in a oh-im-in-love mood.haha.crazy
Living in a big house doesnt mean im rich
and its true cause im gg bankrupt
its hard to satisfy my stomach.
i know how much ppl are hurryin to upload photos
but im seriously too lazy lar.
blame the brain.its stoned to the extreme to the word 'work
im in love with grapes.simply too nice
i think i have a fetish with glass bottles
probably they just resembles alcoholic drinks ha!
i can be staring right at you laughing
but deep inside i might be cursing you
think about it.
that person might just be you
Fuck you.Literally.haha.bitchy me
And in this world nothing is being referred to as simple
because this is the reality-
and now i bleed.cant you see how all these are killin me
haha.crazy bastard.bleed for all you want.save it.nobody will rescue
): the irony (:
cant you see it.but its normal.im used to it
its alright.yeah.im okay
no.guess what.im not.ohh well.i dont know
haha.madness
and no this is not a sympton of suicidal
im gg to live my life to the extreme
happy me.
sometimes i think better than i write n speak
some words are left better unsaid
and im left better unspoken
the silent night
im gg for pool later.
its much better than stonin in that seat.
im not skippin tuition. haha!
applyin aloe vera to the burnt skin only have temporary effects
and im so limited to touching my skin -only
say goodbye to your boyfren ((teenage superstar
cut those crapp
no worries
you are nothing to me
and now im stuck
or are yoo
dilemma
it hurts so bad.
so much that it really kills
my house is renovating.
its so NOT noisy wad.
urghh. i cant even watch the tv in peace.
and guess wad.the tv is the small one w/o scv.
so i have to be cooped up in my small lil rm.
uploading pics.im gettin bored.
and ther are tons of em.urgh
okay.i never fail to be late.
haha.woke up at 9.supposed to meet em at 8.30
so i rushed out.blarhhs.
settled at siloso.
and so we tantantan and tan all day long
we're like how roasted.
din spot any eyecandies lately
it stinks
guide the way //im lost-
well.tell me bout it'
i know. pics of outings.
shall upload another time
im tired-
moodless
was late for bout 30mins.
bleahs.wasnt my fault.the earrings just refuse to budge.
alright. and yes! i saw charrisa. pri sch fren. haha.
went seoul garden.taka.
stuff ourselves with food.tskk
i only love the ice-cream part
haha.played a game.and it was terrible.shant elaborate
walked ard in town for awhile
saw baohui.and we slacked more.
headed for bukit timah for pool.
bought drinks before that ((: and yeah its -thumbbs upp-
play til hand melted.left hand is like how pain now.
tskkk.and we went for dinner.had prata.tissue and milo dinosaur! haha.
it was splendid.yumms. and yeahh headed home after that.
shall upload the photos later. yawns. im beat.
went town ytd.
shopped ard and bankrupted there.tskk
rushed for movie.haha. harry potter
was with sis and her fren.it was damn hilarious.
okay.there were free tics and thats why i watched it.
but wasnt too happy when that red hair-ded guy got to hug n hold that gurl.
blarhhs. okay. you can see i dont even know their names. tskk.
had mos burger for dinner. we crapp the whole day long lor.
and yes smth did happen and it was. mwahhahaha!
i still cant get over it thou
okay shh. that person will kill me :X
i seriously need loads of cash.
and yes where m i supose to find them. drop frm the sky perhaps.
blarhhs. these are the stuffs :
::shoe
::T610
::return back ppl's money
and yes. everything sums up to be quite a huge sum.
im so dead. will someone be kind enough to send cash over? -blinks =D
okay im dreaming.heh but no!im dead serious.i shall love you. P-L-E-A-S-E haha.
and -screams- ilu haha. okay.im mad. fetish.
long ago.
i lost my soul.
things just aint the way you see it
i cant help feelin the way that i do
shoot me.kill me.stab me. because im one hate-able person
im better off dead anyway.
cant you hear the voice in me.
and feel the way that i feel for you
and the happiest day is the day that i die-
my hair is still black.
some of my nails are black too.
haha. painted em in shi's hse.
was 45mins late for ss class.blarhs.
but anyways went class and yeah ms j bought tons of sweets for us.
hehs.shes so nice.and so for the whole day i was practically living on sweets
phy lesson was extended.like for 2hrs 45mins i was rotting and sleepin there.
it just cldnt get any better.tskk.
dyed hair.
haha.hilarious.
dye name: smoky gray
after dying: hair turns brown
tell me.where does the brown comes from?
helped shi with the dye
had macs. her dad's treat.haha. i feel bad
and yeah played sims. spent like how long only wad. tskk
and yes. i realized my hope of getting A1 for chi is like -tink- gone.
i screwed up in my multiple choice compre lar kay. choose those weird ans
urgh. there goes my money. and yes that means losing my only A. damn
and im stil fucking mad at the attitude and behaviour of some ppl.
please lar. go look in the mirror. goddamn son of a bitch. fuck off man.
bring it on again was -two thumbs upp!
hehs.absolutely fannnnntasssticcccc.
okay.i admit that harry potter is rather.. nice i wld say. blarhhs.
watched it on tv just now.gg to watch it tmr for its part two.haha.
had this severe headache this aftnn. m better now i guess.
urgh. sch tmr. just gg to stone again and yes how it bores me
fuck. and some ppl are pissing me off .urgh [irritating.dumbshit
thats it for now. off .moodless
was so dumb ytd.
i shldnt have said.... i shld have.. urghh.
damn. forget it.
just came back from playing the dog.
hes cute lar. but please it stink.
i have to get money. but how if i keep eating.
i feel like a pig. and yeah im fat now.
watched the unborn ytd. and into the mirror just now.
tskkk. nice but.. blarhhs. dont talk bout it.
sis borrowed a huge stack of vcds can. tskk. shes rich lar.
and yes im waiting for that -bring it on again- hurrr.
and yeah.planning to go sentosa soon. ive gotta tan.
stoning at home and sleepin in school just aint my ideal holiday
ive gotta go out more. im waiting for next wk. yeah.
gg to rest for now. yawns
ohh gosh. this is like how difficult.
but no. i wont be giving up. for now that is.
ai ni - cyndi
and yeah.that song is damn nice
whatever.
some ppl just likes to prove that they are better.
and yes i hate it.not because i think im better.
okay.im just bored lar.
and im gg crazy soon.
i was wondering.whether e change of phone needed
i mean.whats the use of getting a nice one.when all you do
is to keep it? and yes.thats all.cause you hardly use it
figured out that i probably need some fresh air.
