'making of sum41's video is rather dumb,the video that is.
phys prac was alright. din finish up the last bit
plus a lil mistakes here and there.
went jp after prac.
turned out was not the only one who wanted to buy stuffs
ate at foodcourt and saw quite a few familar faces.
had a fun time trailing ppl
and LOL. this cleaner down there quite goodlookin can
we crosspathd for a number of times. hahaa
and no .he is not those old ah pehh kay.
chilld at mac'cafe. was learning how to be taitai
having high teas and splurgin on stuffs like nobody's business.
wasnt really in the shopping mood
besides was really buggd down by the Os and everything
so we decided to head back.
been rather bored and stressed out lately.
i was rather 'hardworkin la kayy -sheepishh smile
had a real bad stomache just now and it really hurt
was running to the toilet at every commercial break.
and i almost died.
my life now has been limited to eating, slpin and watching tv
an article wrote:
binge drinking may cause dementia'
just a word of caution out there to you guys.
and no i dontt appreciate the beer belly at all.
next wk is the Os.
now i have to trouble over how to wake up so damn early in the morn
and i'd probably be so stressed out that chunks of white hair will be
seen forming on my head. but mayb watching few hours of tv will
cool things down a lil. even though i'v slept loads in the day but stil,
im not wasting any chances to have dark eyerings an eye bags. haha
besides, my stomach is hurting again.
urghh. fcuk this.
+ hey sexy lady , i like your flow /your bodys banging +
Maia is out.
there goes hott sexyladyy
so sad .sniffs
i voted somemore la! fcuk chris' supporters. mwahahs
phys prac on tues.
damn. why does Os haffta be Os.
okay, crapp.
got back report book and everything
no prom night. grad night in our very own schh hall.
-rolls eyes; and im fine. very fine
im not stressing over how to study all those shit
and i swear i'v not been slacking my life off. hurhur
growls, this is so damn difficult la
everything seems to be much more interesting
than reading the thousand lines donttnoeewadtheheck
and i can feel myself breaking up apart.
im broke.
yeah, fcuking broke.
i need to save up. and not gain the extra pound.
When everything seems to be more than wad it seems to be.
_the land of boobiestyy shakers_
(lets party y'all al'night // nasty girl come this side)
::take everything left from me::
i hate this
it stinks.
tried changing templates just now
it seems that im not as patient as i used to be.
barhhs.
Angel from my nightmare
`killing me softly'
LOL. this is so ahaha. -egoofied-
this person came up to me and was like :
she. -waves- hi!
me. -waves back- hi
she. walks off. and walks back again
"you very cute ehh
me. -stunned
she. my friends and i think you damn cool and cute!
me. awww...
-grins
hahaha. i din meant to be so egoo. but i just cant help it. LOL
spent money again. and its loads. im broke.
im fcuking happy my cca cert is so nice
haha. but its not the report book. so sad.
and grad night is on 22. in the hall -. - (very nice place indeed)
did cheer thing ttday. lots of conflicts and everything
manage to finish it finally after spoiling my own throat.
moosh.
cheer up alr -smiles
and im gg to get a dodohat!
its rare. hahaa. and priceless. mwahhas.
+ and she carries on w/o a doubt , i wonder if she'l figure it out
Pretty girl is suffering_
thats wad you get for falling again
you can never get xx outta your head.
pact signed.
i bet mooshd dooheads wil violate it.
+beautiful as usual wiff bruises on her ego+
im so loss for words la. but i dontt care
at least i spent the past few minutes enjoying my duck rice
i'v gotta learn how to be dettachhdd from this fcuking world
ever wondered why i am not being named xuanny?!
ha! its yuck yuck double yuck can.
-msg received- fcuk fcuk fcuk.
ehhs. im seriously praying hard.
i hope everything is alr. but i donn think so.
but wadever it is, do cheer up alrights. i'l keep praying.
would you be my nasty girl. and let me do that dirty dance wiff you
_________i.can.love.you.long.time_________
schh is like damn slack?! mon aint gg.
latest dismissal at 1255. and the rest al' at 9?!
tskk. giving Olevel chem a miss.
and yes i haff to remind myself bout the letter -chants-
my specs placed originally on the table is like lost!
so sad pls. and i cant seem to find it anywhere.
been hoggin on the tv ffor hours recently.
and my eyes'r hurting like hell, even w/o contacts.
so moosh. its not my fault!!
my room is fcuking messy
loads of papers flying and lying ard.
its either im too hardworking (and xplodin)
or i'v just decided to chuck those wrksheets i get frm schh aside.
i cant wait for Os to end.
suchh an irony cause i dont wan the Os to come.
and i'l be very hardworking. i will -nodds
heyys. tv shows are getting damn interesting nowadays (:
i just dont learn. do i? tskk.
and sec3s are studyin til the last day of Os?! hohos.
too funny la. and i get to end earlier than em. aint gg for chem.
no worries. im not gloating over your fate (bad).
im just happy! thats all (:
and im so amusedd with the recent testiml
i hate popups.
did i ever mention my place has become
errr... study motel?! hotel.
Flashhbacks"
i just felt like bashing you guys up
so you'd all just stop living the assified life and get real.
been too long an eyesore. and its hurting my eyes .detrimental
+ its the way that i wanna live [it's my perogative]
+ Knock down the walls ; its alive in you +
its been years since i came online.
theres just too much of things happenning ard me.
and there are days which i'v developed a phobia.
- mad dodoheads
- large chunks of red yucking smelling x 'idonttwannttnoee
- flying gross powder
- stranded with a tree
tell me more 'bout it. hurhurr
and im not obliged to do anything for you
fcuk em'al .you and you and you
cheers to one month of xxx w/o fail
mooshhed up dooheads will understand. hohos.
chem in d' house ttday
i aint gg to get myself killed
and tt' xplains why im here -smirks-
if i haddn haff a phone. i wldntt be broke
wardrobe revitalisd . addition of more accessories
and i'l friggin smile til i die.
wad more could i ask for in this materialistic world.
but then again. ilove my phone.
and for a minute i forgot wad i wanted
___pierce ear____dye hair____
thats all that seemd attractive to me now
and im losing the touch
fret not. i'l nv lose it all.
constantly changing.
detonate at sight of pathetic losers
and i'd die just to not see you
but now idonttcaree. i'v better things to do
its all 'bout me. my wishh .my lifee.
dontt like the sound of that ego'dd me?!
then, get lost.
And ttnight. everything is over
.idonttwannt'see anymre'of these shit 'holdon
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong, And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?With the radio on turned up so loud,
But no one hears you screamin?
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like... Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more, Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabs you in the back
You might think I'm happy, but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work, it was always there?
You don't know what it's like, what it's like...
